I have been to the edge before, at the end of the world But there is nothing for me so I guess I'll just turn around I will follow my footsteps back
m giving up on myself Closing my eyes forever Throw my body into the spinning and twisting I bend into something else A catastrophe A murderer of my hopes and dreams
This is my promise to write to you So for you my every word Is the sinking feeling here in my chest I am so far from home but the further away we are
is goodbye But I'm afraid to speak So with words I'll tell the story You meant so much to me And like the night upon nights to come I will dream of you
Breathing I am fading I feel I am losing myself Wishing I could be someone I'm not I know somewhere there's a mirror that can show me who I am Because
When I return I dream of another life Failure transparent in the palm of my hand I am the contortionist We are the contortionists I can feel this distance
So I'll keep searching For a place called home I'll rip my roots from this earth Into the unknown Is it for the dreams I chased Or the ones I caught
I keep pushing through these bitter memories I try to to escape the nightmares but they are becoming of me I am the sleeping dream inside the dream My